Tuesday, November 6, 2007

Flickers at 2AM

So Barb has a new obsession. Blurfing has taken over our lives. I go to bed fairly early because I work early. But, I am finding it difficult to sleep with the flicker of the laptop lighting up the bedroom until the wee hours of the morning.

I guess there are worse obsessions........if I have to pick one to live with, this one isn't too bad.

I have come to terms (for now) with my bisexuality, childhood rape, and any of the many other things that I worry about. I'm in a pretty mellow place. I never know if that means I am feeling healthy, or if I have reached another one of those unhealthy "don't give a flying shit" places that I sometimes go to when I feel overwhelmed.

Dunno, feels like the healthy version though.

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